Is it time?

It’s been over a year.

I watched these two videos (for the umpteenth time) last night, and wondered, again, if I was missing out.

Wondered, again, if I shouldn’t have stopped.

This weekend, I commence a new photography job.

It’s photographing a small orchestra.

It’s the orchestra I left, the last one, who kept pushing me on for that last year, making it bearable for me. Making it all hurt a little less. They said “bring your cello, it would be lovely if you played with us too.” I want to. I think.

I still hurt. I know.

Is it too soon? I don’t know.

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  1. says:

    I think it's probably OK. And I think it's just great they asked you. You are bound to feel apprehensive, but remember you are in control and if you want to, you can. And if you don't want to, then just take your photos and amaze them all with another talent xx

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  2. It is time when you feel ready. If you don't feel ready it's not. Hugs

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  3. says:

    What Jax said!
    Maybe take the cello and if you want to you can, better than leaving it at home and creating a regret.
    You get to choose, do what feels right.
    I hope you enjoy the new photography project.

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  4. tiddlyompompom says:

    Put it in the boot. Take photos. If the cello comes out then you'll know you're ready x

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  5. You will know if it's right. I have butterfiles for you.

    xx

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  6. oooohh- so what happened?!

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